My life is so good right now. I definitely didn’t expect this to happen.
I’m not used to being this happy, or everything coming together so quickly, and all of a sudden it’s like, “HI IAN LOOKS LIKE YOU COULD USE A BREAK HERE YOU GO, THIS IS YOUR LIFE NOW!!”
I figured when I got home I’d have to keep struggling and whatever, but it hasn’t played out that way. Everything is falling into place and it’s so weird because it’s so unexpected but it’s really just so… GOOD.
I don’t remember the last time I felt this happy, confident, and excited about the future. It’s all here now.
Most things about me are hard to explain, I guess, like how I’m mostly delusional and live in a half-imaginary world but am also a realist to the core. I’m just a bunch of contradictions most of the time and I don’t like it, but I also do.
Jeez, story of my life.
I haven’t posted anything since I’ve gotten back home to Massachusetts because I’ve been busy, but here’s what’s up:
I haven’t felt so good in so long. It’s for a variety of reasons, but like… oh man. Things are looking up for a change.
I made the decision to go home with such low expectations, but now… well… the fates seem to be looking out for me a little, maybe, or something.